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Today, the 5th of December was our supposed 5th month. Well then again, life's full of unexpectations.

Although I'm still trying to adapt to life without her by my side, it seems that now I have more time for my bruddars and friends, because I devoted most of my time to her in the past. Come to think of it, I was indeed that little selfish.

Well... its already the past. So why bother?

We live in the present, so what's important is not what happened yesterday, but things that are happening today.

It's my life, it's now or never.
I ain't gonna live forever.
I just wanna live when I'm alive...

This should be the spirit. Whenever u encounter hurdles, move on. Jump over it. Never let it hinder ur way to live life to the fullest. Cos we don't live forever. If we don't live now, then when will it be?

Next life?

Nah, we're not even certain that there will be one after we die.

There's a chinese saying,

"jin zhao you jiu jin zhao zui, ming ri chou lai ming ri dang."

Direct translation from English would be,

"Today got beer today drink, tomorrow problems tomorrow settle."

Life is short. It really is.


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Today went to Oldman's Pub again with Eric and gang. Going out with them is never dull. Never short of laughter. And never debating on who pays more and who pays less. They are indeed a bunch of selfless bruddars to me. In the midst of despair and unhappiness, there's always them to brighten up your day. Simply great friends.

We did the usual. Sang songs, play cards, drink beer and crack jokes. After which we proceed to fill our stomach with dian xin at Geylang, before sending them home.

Its another weekend gone. And great, I'm going back to school on Monday.

Sad.
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